Playing for Keeps

This place is OUT OF CONTROL.

I cannot wait to go home, this year has been incredibly hectic. Good, but hectic. Classes are shitting on me. Mother nature is shitting on me. Rowing is shitting on me and will give me a heart attack from the stress. Will I quit? Probably not. I've never quit anything in my life. I don't think. Oh, I quit violin, but I had to. Ok so I didn't HAVE to, but that got boring.

So I lied, even though rowing is stressing me out, I kinda like it. A Novice Freshman MAYBE coxing the 1st Varsity boat? Besides making the varsity coxswains hate me, it's pretty sweet....and exciting to know that I've got a spot next year, and every year after that if I decide to keep up with it. It proves that even though some girl on my team will write all over the internet about how she doesn't see why I'm in the A Novice boat, there's at least a reason why I'm there. I don't think I've ever been really good at something. But it's badass to work your ass off since August and beat out girl that have been doing this for multiple years. And I'm just as happy to cox the Novice A. Those be mah gurls I've been with since Day 1. Either way, I win, and it's the shit.

JOSH COMES ON FRIDAY. That's like, 4 days. ECSTATIC. It's been too long. AHAHAJHLFAKHSDFKJAHDLKFSJAKDF;A

Classes are stupid. Why must we attend college? Propoganda. Everything is hype and propoganda. But we're all a slave to it, and I'm pulling for a perfect Freshman year.

Everything's great when you work for want you want. It's more awesome when everything's working out.

Notice how there's no mentioning of friends. Well, guess you can't win 'em all. I have friends. Maybe a few are real, true friends, but I'm too busy to even make the distinction.

It's a sad, sad, busy life I lead. 3.5 weeks til Ktown/Zach's wedding/working once again. 1.5 months til Hawaii and my life is sane again.

posted by Playing For Keeps @ 10:25 PM